Forever Entwined

I am falling into a new place,

shifting from sadness to newfound grace.

I still see you dancing around with glee,

but little by little I can let you go free.

The madness of the moment somehow seems so distant,

sometimes my heart can't take it, feeling quite resistant,

to change

to healing

to hope,

it's inevitable,

I need this growth.

I am reminded time after time,

that no matter where life takes me,

we are forever entwined.

The memories will last forever etched in my heart,

we are never truly apart,

we will meet again,

but until then...

I ease my mind,

let go of the hands of time,

no more rewind,

we are forever entwined.

God has a purpose here,

in the midst of all my tears,

My ever present fears,

quiet, still, hush

and I find,

that we are all one in this journey

we are all looking to find healing,

hope,

peace,

joy,

in time

in my mind

we are all forever entwined

in the feeling,

the emotion,

the commotion that is our human experience,

our existence,

our cry out for a Savior who heals all wounds

from within,

it's growing louder now,

I feel the unity, one crowd,

reverberating in unison,

like the sound of an ever present banging drum,

bud-a-bum bud-a-bum bum bum,

we are all one,

forever united,

helping heal,

hope,

love

in the midst of the pain,

we proclaim,

in one accord,

altogether assured,

of one sound mind,

we are

forever entwined.

Yes, we are

forever entwined.

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